Well another year has come and gone, Bravenet sent me a notice that I needed to renew my blog account by the 16th. I wanted to but I just dont have the money so I guess I will just have to let it go, not many people around here anymore anyway except Holly, Shawno and a few others.
I really havent much to say anymore, life is slow and the Angels are busy, I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop but not really caring if it does or not. Depression isnt really the word for it, just tired and nothing really seems to matter much any more. I try but the spark isnt there. Still I wont give up completely I know somewhere inside my soul there is still a spark and I pray it remains until I leave this dark and desolate place I (and many others) seem to be existing in.
Blessings
LWM
I am tired, I feel beaten and ready to give up, yet I CAN NOT let the Darkness win. I WILL NOT FEED it with my suffering or fear. I will Walk on Strong, in the LIGHT even if I must limp to get where I need. I know the Light will touch me, envelop me, and protect me and I will grow stronger in spirit and soul where it truly counts. These days we are all so down and busted, so tired and ready to lay down and just let it all end but we CAN NOT. LIGHT WARRIORS come together and link energies to protect those in need with the Light, LIGHT WORKERS Heal like you have never healed before. Do not wait to be asked because just by virtue of a soul being here, and being in pain, it is open to healing. This is the fight of the Dark and the LIGHT and we know how it ends, we must just all do our parts no matter how small we think it is or how insignificant we think we may be, we are HERE and the UNIVERSE NEEDS us so fight on my friends, fight on. Do not dwell in the pain and hurt but rise up and limp on into the lighted path until you are walking so strong and so straight you can lift another to your side who is in need. Fight on, we do win in the end, honest we do.
I dont come here much anymore, dont know why...guess I just havent anything to say, no one wants to keep hearing about it or there is just too much pain and hurting my life to keep going on about. Nothing seems to change for the better it just gets worse.
I spent my birthday (53) in the hospital what fun, very few remembered me and fewer yet even dropped me a gift or card. Does that sound self centered maybe, but jesus a physical card would have been nice.
But I am strong and I go on I will not give in!
Well today is Jan 29 and nothing spectacular has happened at all this month, which is good in its self I guess. Last year it seemed almost as if every week something awful was dropping huge loads into my life, none of which were good. This year its not good or bad but just a nice even building of positive moving energy So I wait to see what it builds to.
Many people I have spoken with tell about how awful, hard and negative 2011 was to them. Always pushing but never getting ahead and even taking huge steps back. It feel better just in this short of time that 2012 has been. Lets hope such positive energies just grow and grow, we could all use a break from the falling behind.
One thing I have noticed is since mid 2011 many people seem to be crossing over, unexpected, many age ranges. Just BAM they are dead! I am not sure why and it seems to be continuing here in 2012. Maybe its a higher spiritual element saying your done, you can go now or something else...Again I'm not sure but I thought it was worth a note to look at.
Would love to hear your insights and feelings on any of this or maybe something I didnt mention
Blessings
LWM
Oh most wondrous creations (otherwise know as friends) I wish you all a most glorious New year and New age. Let the Light shine within each of you so that you become a lighthouse in the dark to those in need and may each of us step up from the pain and depression of last year as we reach for the Light, for love and show compassion, caring and love to all those about us.
Most phenomenal blessings my friends as well all journey down our spiritual roads, joining up with each other...no longer alone...Truth is truth and we are the Light
Blessings
LWM
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