This month is July, I know I have missed a few other challenges but life just got in the way and communicates were limited. Now I am back and ready to work. July is a time of Shining so this month the challenge is to give away Stars. They can be any kind of star, they can be made of metal or those wood ones you paint or soaps, even paper or ceramic. Heck put a little glitter on them to make them shine if you like. What ever you feel lead to do but give away stars.

Leave them where the person it is meant for will find them, on a desk, mail them, hang them on a door, anyway you can do this anonymously with a note that says something like

"Your being here makes the world shine brighter" or "You are wonderful and you shine" or "In my eyes you will always be a star."

Make them small enough o carry in a pocket if you can and with the note place these instructions

That’s all there is to it so you should easily make 3-4 of these this month and give them out to anyone you see that has a need. Thank you for being a part of making the world a better place and thank you for any random acts of kindness you may do, they all count and they all help make a huge difference in the lives of the many they touch. I cant give you a star    here but I want to tell you "You are a wonderful star in this Universe and you Shine"

Blessings All

Lady Wolfen Mists

A quick kiss to my forehead and he is gone and I am as usual very very tired. I will type all this later, now I must sleep.

Blessings All

LWM

Shall I tell you all the results of what I saw when I released the Light Net of energy we raised in the Focused energy experiment for the Oil Spill? It was phenomenal!

When I went in spirit body to the astral I floated right to the net. Looking down I could see it covering that whole section of the world. It glowed a nice warm gold and was far above the devastation below. The water was murky and dark as it sloshed below, it smelled awful. Looking closer I could see the beaches and land being actually poisoned as it absorbed the oil and was polluted like infection around a gaping wound. The animals (fish and birds and such) were helpless, sick and infected by this contamination. Looking closer I could see it in their lungs and in the very cells of their body. They languished in this suffering, unsure of what to do and where to go to stop it.

Then I heard it, a low moan that got louder and louder…pain coming from seemingly everywhere but no where exactly. I heard a female voice crying at first and then shouting for help until it was weak of voice. Then finally a loud piercing scream, it was ear splitting, the kind you hear when you know someone is hurting and in the most intense of pain. This screaming was from the Earth itself as it tried to shake off the hurting and stop the bleeding, yet it could not.

Crying, I reached out and sent light to it all but it hardly made a dent. It was then I remembered the Light net above and why I was there. I slowly rose to it and touched it, unfastening one corner. It quickly snapped out of my hand and began to enlarge. So many energies were captured in that Light net and it was so eager to release them. The net, which was golden to start with, turned to an electric blue as each intersection in this net (almost web like) was touched and glowed so bright. The electric blue traveled down each thread until the entire Light net was glowing and pulsating. Next the net rose up even further and began to collect other points of light that were floating outside of itself. It did this on its own without any aid from me, collecting many many points of light it made them all glow and pulse and I floated in amazement at the ways of the universe.

Then in my mind I heard a loud voice say "Release them NOW cub!" I knew that voice, it was Michael (for those of you who don’t know my work with the angels Michael often calls me cub.) I smiled as tears once more fell from my already weeping face and I touched the Light web softly saying aloud "Release and may all be healed in this most positive loving Light."

Then the Light turned the healing Green in color and it rained down on the earth, seeming to cleanse and heal all it touched. Beating back the contamination and the hurting. I heard the Earth sigh a sigh of comfort and relief. I heard her begin to hum a low hum of life once more as she started to sing, knowing that some cared and would help.

Now I know many of you might think this the words of a vivid imagination and how can I prove it otherwise to you. I just know what I saw and what happened and I deeply believe it to be true because I was there. Yet even if you don’t believe know this…we have made a difference and we have helped. So I think we should continue…Next Sat USA central time I will release those energies collected once more to the Earth and help stop this spill, heal what was hurt and send love to the Universe and to the Earth itself. You are more than welcome to join me, I urge you to participate and help make a difference, together we can change the energies of this world I know we can.

To anyone who gives a flying crap…I almost died last night! I am not exaggerating! I woke up and couldn’t breathe, couldn’t catch my breath hardly at all, choking, black spots from almost passing out, heart racing at some wild unknown beat…went on for almost an hour…every fan in the room (4) on full and focused at me to give me air. Finally I used this stuff called Olbas Oil, which is called an Aromatic inhalant. Yes right… what it is is about every kinda stinky oil there is (i.e. peppermint, eucalyptus, cajeput, wintergreen, juniper, and clove) all in one concentrated form contained in a glass bottle. When used it opens every orifice in the body and lets it breath. Its kinda like those York peppermint patties but to the Nth degree. An herbalist told us about it over 20 years ago and boy does it work, especially for sinuses! Worked really quickly and I recovered pretty good, just weak and tired. So now I am walking around with my bottle of Olbas Oil close at hand and ready to slap it on my nose at any given time (even if it is stinky!)

I have decided that choking to death is not a good way to die and have removed it from any options list I may have with the universe ( that would include drowning as well) Air=Good Thing

Now I’m gonna try to rest and breathe.. wish me luck. Oh and heres link to the Olbas Oil site, they have several different remedies I have tried them all at one time or another and I like the Oil best.http://olbas.com/index.html

LWM (who isnt dead  despite the tries of the darkness choking the shit out of me)

From behind the board steps Michael. He is dressed in long pants that look like rust suede and a long sleeve button up blue shirt, with the sleeves rolled up, and a rust colored suede vest over the shirt. His hair was tied back. He also wore black boots that were up to his knees and his pants were tucked in to them. In the outside of each boot hung a long handled knife and I noticed matching ones hung from his belt on each side. Around his neck was a choker like collar of metal that had engraving on it as well as gemstones that glittered in the light. He was wiping away things from the board and saw me sitting there, He smiled and waved and walked over to me.

"Hello cub, how have you been?" he asked as he propped himself against a table in front of me. "Doing OK I guess, things just getting along." I answered. ‘I see, feeling kinda down and out of balance? Wondering why even try? Thinking we have abandoned you?" He asked.

Irritated I answered, "Yes! What's the point, no one cares. No ones involved and most of us Light Workers are sick of carrying the load. Hell we aren’t even sure there is a load anymore lots of us wonder if there ever was or if this was just some silly dream we got involved in. As for you and your lot, where have you been? Oh ya I know.. busy right? Ya just go off and leave us and we are stuck, no information, no contact just told to wait and for what I ask. For you to have the time to say Hi. Naw I tell ya I am sick of it, I’m done!" I folded my arms and pushed back in my seat like a little kid having a tantrum.

Michael looked at me a long time kinda shocked at my outburst and then began to grin, he reached out and ruffled my hair. "I know cub, I missed you an awful lot to." Then he wiped away a single tear that had managed to escape from my pouting face.

"But I have news for you and the many others who are feeling unsure and lost. We have been waiting to see what they would do, what strategy they would employ, we have had battles on this side but we didn’t know how they would attack you on the planet. Now we do, because of the "oil accident" in the gulf we now have entered the Lean times. This is a time when all things will be scarce especially food and medicine. All things will be limited and sparse, the earth will seem to not be able to provide food as before and cost will go sky high. The same with all other necessary items. They hope to keep you so focused on eeking out your daily bread that you don’t see what is going on around you. People will be dying in the streets from hunger, no place to live, no needed medical attention, no one will see or care or give voice to their needs. Wars will be fought so others may grow even richer and more powerful and because you are being so oppressed by trying to fill your own needs such injustices will slip by you. The Darkness will keep at you, they will be on your back in every hidden way they can, they know they cant win the battle straight on so they seek to find ways to slip in and divert you. They plan to keep you hungry, tired, in need and worried until you finally give in and say OK what ever works to get by. This is not just the breaking of your spirit but the owning of it and they wont stop until they win.

Yet you can make ready for these Lean years. Instead of taking two helpings of food try to make do with one and give to someone else when you can. Don’t waste fuel (which will cost a great deal) on just your journey to someplace but take or ask if others need anything or might want to go with you. Learn the folk home remedies that were used many years in the past for those in need of medical care. Barter fairly when you can and help others even if they don’t seem to understand. Remember that each action you do plants the seeds of the Light and they will remember you and what you have done, it may inspire them to treat others fairly as well.

Be sure to keep your connection in daily prayers or just talking to the Universe. Do not let your spirit be bought for a bag of wheat or for a flu shot. Keeping your personal connection alive will make these Lean years easier and help you know you are doing the right thing. That this battle IS REAL and not a story within your mind. That the darkness has set its cap for this world and is doing all it can to preside and own it and all within it. You need to take time daily, even if it’s just an affirmation or a song that lifts your spirit and renews your soul. Your perspective must remain clear and your heart open to the Lighted path. We together must do all we can to help this planet move to the next level of being, with all the souls we can take intact and shining with loving light.

Your confusion and sense of loss is just the darkness doing its job, rather well I would say, and making you doubt everything you know is true. When this happens think on how far you have come. How much you have done, how many hearts and souls you have helped. Think on the Light then look inside and find that spark, even if its just small.. see it. Know that if it is there then the Light is within you and if the Light is within you you can make it grow.

Then consider all the things that inspire you, the animals of this world, the beauty, the kindness, the wisdom you have learned. Think on the lessons you have been a part of, hear the music that inspired your soul. Recall the feelings of your places of power when the beauty of this world overwhelmed you. Remember the times you were overwhelmed with emotions and could help but reach out to someone in need. Then ask yourself if all this and more was lies.

It was not, you know the ring of truth when you hear and feel it and you know such things were not falsehoods or fabrications on your part, they were and are works of the Light. Then take that little spark you found inside and wrap it in all those things you recalled and felt. Next fan those flames and watch that spark turn into a raging bonfire of Light and let that light fill your heart and soul and let it SHINE through you and touch everyone about you.

Let it be a contagious flame as it engulfs everyone it touches and burns away the hurting, hate filled darkness, replacing it with the unconditional loving light of the Universe (Lord and Lady, God or whatever you call the Creator of this wondrous place.)

As for leaving you in the lurch, I have been guilty of that. I have no explanation other than I was very busy. It is not an excuse but a fact and I wall try to do better. I can not promise I will see you as often as before because so much needs my attention but I can promise I will try and not go longer then a month with out a visit of some type. Will that do?" With that he reached out and squeezed my hand.

I shook my head yes and said," I understand and I don’t mean to be childish I just need a little information and reassurance now and again. Oh and how in the world an I gonna remember everything you said to me today, I didn’t write it down and you know how bad my memory is?"

He reached out once more and touched me with his index finger between the eyes. It felt cool and warm at the same time, kinda like one of those Peppermint patties.

"There it is sealed in your mind and will be remembered when you need to, how’s that for an answer?" He laughed.

"Feels weird but OK" I replied. Standing up he stretched and said,

"So I am starving, how about a trip to the cafeteria and we can visit with everyone else, they miss seeing you as well."

"Oh that would be so nice," I said rising and out the door we went.

Thus ends this section of my visitation with Michael and information on the Lean Times.

LWM

Happy Beltane/May Day everyone  

I have been silent for sometime now, waiting …just waiting…I wait to hear from Michael or any of the other Angels as I did so often in the past yet there is nothing, not a creak or a peep. There isn’t a sound, not a whisper …still I wait.

I find myself oddly upset these days, depressed withdrawn and wanting so much to belong. I want to move forward, to actually feel color in my life once more and not this dreary washed out grey and white that flows over not just me but everything in the world. I perceive little joy anymore…smaller still feel the positive energies. Everyone I come into contact with (and admittedly they are few) seems upset, emotionally drained and hurting. I try to stay away because the energies are so very strong and really flow over me. They breach my walls and I carry not just my feelings of agitation and being defeated, but those of the entire world.

What is going on…what is happening to us all? So many killing themselves, so many crossing over. So much pain and hurt in the air, anger and rage fill us until it seems a tangible thing. The light I once had is only a flicker now, feeling like a fly swatter in the face of a Locust plague.

Nothing seems to come as it is meant to, everything is delayed and causes more negative obstacles to overcome…. Am I alone in feeling this, no I do not think so. I am not that special that I alone would notice such things.

Everyone seems to be waiting…waiting for what though I wonder. Like it’s just around the corner, yet the corner keeps moving. That proverbial other shoe must drop soon, something to stir the pot and allow us to move from this frozen impassable painful mud soaked pool we find ourselves in. I am at the point I do not care if the movement is positive or negative just get on with it damn it! Let us face whatever it is, let us get it over with.

Where are the Angels that lead us so strongly for so long.. have they forsaken us? I do not think so, I pray this is not true. Yet if it be the truth if we are to do this on our owns, if we are to fight to anchor the light alone, in this dimension then damn it lets us do it and get it finished with it. Waiting is much more painful then facing the truth of it all.

I know the Angels told me that the darkness was no longer coming that it was here, but is this what they meant? Is it the tactic of the darkness to weave its insidious self into our lives and deaden any feeling we may have until we lay down and say, "OK fine, yes whatever. Give me another one please!"

Well I for one have hit my limit! I can’t sit by and allow such things to happen. I MUST fight this, I WILL fight this. I will rise up with my small flicker and stoke its flames until I burn as bright as the sun and I will remove the dark negative energies from about me and from my life as best I can. Once more I will listen to the small still voice inside me that guides me. I will search it out (for it has been silenced for far to long by my depression, my pain) and I will listen to it. I will follow its positive lightfilled lead until it is no longer small but shouting from the very rooftop in my inner self. Such tasks I will take on once more of removing all negativity and anchoring all the light my meager self can handle.

I will NOT lay down and die as the darkness wishes me to do, silenced by my own hurts and fears and emotional/financial needs. This is MY life, MY planet and MY mission and I WILL WIN over this loathsome negativity, whose only mission is to keep me down and feed off my pain and energy.

So LIFT YOURSELVES UP my friends, even if it’s just an inch at a time. Lift and keep lifting. Stoke those flames of light and let them burn as brightly as they did when the Angels were here holding our hands and speaking with me almost daily. Do not let those tears fall for long when you are overwhelmed with sadness, or feeling of total failure or such. No, instead dry them and hum a tune of victory something that inspires you or say and affirmation like:

"I am Lifted by the Light,

No darkness here within my sight,

I serve the Light with all my heart.

Darkness hear me now depart."

We will become the Light Warriors we were meant to. So put on your armor, reach out to those in need. Do kind works, lift those you can (including yourself) find beauty in everything no matter how small and above all my dear friends, SHINE… (for the darkness can not)

Love and blessing my beacons

LWM

Today is the Birthday of my wonderful friend HOLLY     She has always been there for me since I first started bravenet many a day ago, and never failed to lift my spirits I am lucky to have her as a friend I only wished we lived closer together so we could hang out and do things together , we have some awesome common interests like paranormal research  

Unfortunately Holly never sees herself as the Beautiful gorgeous amazing sexy caring woman she is; she is always trying to improve herself. I for one think she is perfect just the way she is a true Goddess

However I stand beside her in what ever endeavor she makes in her life, that’s because I really really love her, she is a one in a million friend.  

Thanks for being a part of my life Holly. Hey everyone if Holly has helped you, and I cant imagine that your paths have crossed, and she hasn’t touched your heart in some positive way, then stop by her place (click here) and give her a Birthday hug…we all need to feel loved and cared for so lets shine on Holly this day         

 

Hope you have a magickal day and wishing you many many more

LWM

This is the latest in my Angel Like Beings experiences if you are interested

It has been many many days since I felt the thunderous kick of my chair and to be honest I have missed it. So when it began last night I was excited and began to giggle, a hand touched me and tickled my neck, a voice whispered ever so softly into my ear, "Cub? Cub wake up. I’m here to get you for a party. You won’t want to miss this one."

A party I thought, a party with Michael and the angels oh how wonderful. My eyes popped open in an instant and I sat straight up in my chair. I went to jump up, to hug him and welcome him, I had missed his physical presence so much, more then I had realized now that he was beside me. Yet the cold has crept into my bones and muscles, the stress I had been going through on a daily basis had settled in my body and the pain I felt was unbelievable. Every muscle cramped, yelling at my movement, physically my sides cramped harder and harder with each excited breath, I couldn’t breathe.

Tears of pain flooded my eyes and I could even feel my heart begin to beat and cramp as I tried to relax and make the pain stop. My legs failed me as well, as they too joined in as the muscles began to twist and tighten in pain. I couldn’t do anything but hunch over and pray this would pass soon as the pain flowed through me. Tears streamed down my face from pain, such pain I couldn’t even breathe correctly, but I could live with that, it happened a lot anymore.

What I cried at was the total betrayal of my body when I most wanted to stand and embrace someone I care for, leaving me nothing more in my mind but a useless mass of flesh that couldn’t even sit properly. Oh how I wanted to greet my friend, to hold his hand, to thank him for returning to me, yet I couldn’t say a word as this pain stopped me.

Then I felt it! His soft wing sliding behind me as he leaned down and slid his hands down my sides. My gasping for air and at the pain stopped in an instant, my legs which had began to cramp and twist with a vengeance stopped and became strong and firm. I jumped from the chair and turned into his arms with a squeal and a hug. I held him like a child with her first look at her new puppy!

"Oh Michael you came back, I have missed you," the words poured out of me. "I didn’t think I would but it was like a part of me was taken, please do not ever be away so long again." With that I kissed his cheek.

He hugged me back and nuzzled me, "I am sorry cub, I have been so busy, I should have done better and at least dropped by. I will do better in the future." He smiled his amazing smile and everything seemed good and right again.

I looked at him then and realized he was all dressed up. He wasn’t wearing his normal clothes. Tonight he wore fancy dress looking much like a centuries old southern gentleman. He wore a white frilly shirt with lace cuffs and lace on the front. Over the shirt was a wonderful short velvet jacket. It was a marvelous plum purple and his blonde hair shown as it flowed about his shoulders, gleaming in the light. His pants were velvet as well and were golden in color; they were tucked in to polished black knee high boots. On his left breast pocket was his shield embroidered in gold. His sword glowing blue and silver hung from his side. He looked amazing, so debonair. I smiled at him, " How nice you look, you clean up real well." He blushed red and said "Thanks, now come on we will miss the party."

"Well I can’t go like this" I complained standing in my dorm shirt nightgown. "Have I ever let you down" he grinned like a Cheshire cat and suddenly I was standing in a centuries old purple dress, the gown was beautiful, long and flowing. The same shade of purple to match Michael’s dusty plum gray purple with golden lace about the sweeping sleeves and the neckline. There were sparkling gemstones about the neckline and bodice as well, it was gorgeous. My shoes were slippers that had wonderful gleaming gemstones on them of purple (Amethyst) and white (clear topaz I think). On my left shoulder was the same shield that Michael wore. I was one of his squadron and it made me a bit proud to know I had a place all my own.

Next Michael took my arm and touched my forehead, we were soaring across the ethers as we had so many times before. It was a quick journey as we landed in a great hall, decorated with tinsel and garland and lots of bright and shiny items. There was a band playing wonderful waltzing music and the hall was filled with many many types of beings, not just the Angels I was used to.

Michael lead me to a group of Angels that were standing together and I saw Raphael, who hugged me and told me how wonderful I looked, I thanked him and said he look grand as well. Michael still had my arm and was whispering to a tall Native American looking angel who I believed to be Zadkiel but I wasn’t sure as he hadn’t turned around. Yet his wings were golden in color and the edges were a deep lapis color and his hair was long and black like Zads. He moved towards the edge of the party to a room and Michael followed still holding me by the arm. We entered the room and closed the door.

The angel turned towards me and I had been correct it was Zadkiel and he looks so regal. He smiled at me and waved to a seat saying "Oh do sit down we can get this message stuff out of the way and go back to the party. May I say you look scrumptious and I get a dance with you when we are done here."

I blushed and took a seat," Thank you and what will we be talking about tonight?" I asked turning to Michael who was leaning on the table beside me.

Michael replied, "Just a few words and ideas to give your world some direction for 2010 the New Year and what is to happen. My word to you is courage, I say you must show courage in all things even if it is hard. You must be the Light Warrior I have taught you to be, do not be afraid to stand up for what is right and to fight what is wrong. There may be times it is not the popular thing to do, it may be easier to look away but I say have courage, stand up and when you do you will inspire others to do so and soon it will be easier and easier to fight the darkness. Courage in all things Cub, for you are not alone our whole legion is there beside you at your beck and call you just need to call out to us. Ask for help and we will fly to your side and we are there. There is nothing to small or insignificant that you can not call to us for we are your teammates and we are here for you. Stand strong for your belief in the light even when the darkness is gnawing at your heels, have courage we are there with you. Do you understand what I am saying here?

I nodded my head and said "Yes I get it, even if things get bad and it sounds like they may, I am to have the courage to continue to do the right thing. I am not to be afraid to call on you all for anything that I have need of for you are there for me waiting to help right?"

"Right, now Zad has some things to say as well to help guide you and others for the coming year. " He turned to Zad who looked at me with those wonderful soft gray eyes, his mouth in a bit of a grin. He began, "This is the time for teaching and learning little one, this will be a prosperous year for helping others to learn and for learning yourself. This year beckons a highly spiritual time as energies rush in flooding your world. Material things will take second place to the spiritual energies around all of your people and those looking to learn. I will be here, as will my angels, to help those who want to learn and who are seeking. Call on me anytime you are looking to learn more. Your world will be open to new ideas and new ways, it will be a time of great changes, and with changes often comes pain so there will be some pain associated with this learning and growth but it will be worth it in the end. Do not be afraid to state your positive intentions daily to the universe and pray daily as it is your direct connection to those energies, remember to keep everything to the highest possible good.

Now as we move into these new energies new abilities will appear to people and old abilities may strengthen. This is natural and nothing to be afraid of as we move to a more spiritual center of being and a less physical grounded being. You are becoming activated as the great Light Beings you were designed to be so there is nothing to be afraid of just enjoy the changes and hone the skills that are coming to you. Life as you know it on this planet is changing and it is for the better, so hold on and let it change, do not deny it, do not fight it and above all do not fear it as evil or as something that will hurt you. You were designed by the light and these changes are the natural accension process these changes must happen for you to achieve the true being you are meant to be. What a glorious time to be living in."

With that he squeezed my shoulder. "OK that about does it, just remember this year is my Year for Teaching and Learning so don’t forget to Call me and talk with me Daily, right after your prayers would be good."

"OK That’s sounds like it will be make for a good and interesting year, Michael will be there for Courage when I need it and Zadkiel will be there to help me learn and teach. I hope the lessons do not bring to much pain, 2009 was a hard year. I could do with a rest from the physical and emotional pain," I said laughingly.

Michael took my hand and said, "It will be a tremendous year cub we just wanted to give you and the others who listen to you a heads up. It will be better then 2009 because the spiritual turn will touch the heart of so many, they will be lifted up. Of course there will be those who will refuse the spiritual energies and they will become bogged down in the material physical world, but this is their choice and we must allow them free will. As we have said before the good will become even better and the bad will become worse. Your job is to just let your light shine on and all darkness will run from your presence, you are a child of the Lighted Positive path and we are lifting up and becoming what we are all meant to be. Now let us return to the Party and welcome the New Year and the times she brings to us.

With that we all got up and moved to the door and out to the party, the music was playing and everyone was laughing and having a good time. Michael took me to the food table (of course) and we got some wonderful drinks that were like peaches and soda with a bit of tingle in it, I loved it. There was so much food, even Michael couldn’t eat it all. There were things I knew like shrimp and tiny bacon covered wieners, crab cakes and donuts, but there was also food I had never seen. There was unknown fruits, meats, drinks and candies that were wonderful and amazing. There were beings of many many races dressed up in their very best all enjoying each other’s company.

Michael danced the first dance with me a grand waltz, I just glided across the floor in his arms. The music there just poured through your soul and you become almost one with each note it is an astounding way to feel and listen to music. Next thing I know Michael handed me off to Zad who was doing a lively reel dance with me and I was loving it. I spent the remainder of the evening with Michael at my side, talking with friends about things and learning much, mainly just being a social butterfly.

Then as the sun began to rise out the portal window I felt Michael’s strong hand on my shoulder, "Come on Cub its time to get you home. I hope you had a good time."

And so we walked out the doors of the grand room to the ethers once more and this time Michael wrapped his wings about me and tucked me in good as I was very tired. We flew back to my room and to my chair, Michael helped me get in the chair and put my heating pad behind my back, covering me once more with my worn covers. Bending down he kissed my cheek and brushed my hair back. "You were lovely tonight Cub. I am glad you came. I was so proud of you. Don’t forget the messages we gave you, share them as you will." He stood up and held my hand then he was gone.

The pain returned in an instant but I did my best to ignore it, ride it out and control it. My body was twisted, tired and hurting again but my mind was firing rapidly, thinking of everything that had gone on.

It had been so wonderful and I had such a good time. Here I was dancing with the Angels at a party in the heavens, dressed to the nines with my shield denoting me as a Warrior of Light. So many talked with me, patted me on the back, introduced me to so many beings I will never remember them all. So many Angels danced with me that night my feet hurt from dancing but it was a wonderful kinda hurt for me, a pain unlike any I had ever felt before.

I had been made me feel so welcome. Like I was home. That’s it, I was home in the Light with all my brothers and sisters of the Light. The longing in my soul that I carried every day of my life to just be loved and belong was gone now.

I realized that this world I was born into was just am illusion, that Earth was just a place where I came to learn and do my job. That my home was truly at the side of these Light Warriors, these Beings of Light, and I did have a place I truly belonged. I had worth and I was loved. So now I have decided I will do my best here to do my job to become all I was meant to be to help others and spread the light. Yet I will know in my heart that one-day I can return and live among my brothers and sisters of the Lighted path and I will fit in. That the Lady and Lord of Light will welcome me and I will be a part of all of them. I will be HOME!

Blessings

LWM