
Welcome to this place inside my head.
I AM BLESSED ![]()
See post March 18th 2008 for details on why this is here
http://silverhoofs.bravejournal.com/entry/31995
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Standing on a moonlit path, a wolf howls and I shudder
Where walks the fear of humanity is all my minds does utter
I reach for magick all about, for wisdom born of aches
And I know that one day I will reach the promised Crystal Lakes
The magick swells within my soul, and I am frightened too
For I am only now learning what this mind can really do
So walk this twisted path with me where feelings run so free
As I discover the powers behind the hidden Mysteries .
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Blessings
LWM
I love Christmas, the time of year, the lights, the tree, the glitter and the love in the air. The possibility of new hope and everything so pretty.
But this year I will not be having any Christmas. There are no lights in my home, no tree no anything. No money to buy/make anything and no spirit inside to really care. This is a first in my life as this was my passion, once I even had 4 trees 2 in my store and 2 at home. Now seeing a tree just reminds me how I have nothing and no one and no matter how I try to dress it up its still the same. Every day is life in torture, trying to regain what I had and losing even more. No hope of it changing and no energy to even care anymore. I have no reason really to hope for anything and I just exist in this life not truly live it. I am tired of trying; I am weary of helping and getting little in return and I am physically sick of being sick and hurting every second I breathe. I am alone, I have always been alone and I have never ever been truly loved and I need to face it at 52 years of age I am never gonna be loved, never have a hands on family where I can go and be a part of.
So the best of the season to you all may you never come to the sad but true realization I have.
LWM
Silly
