Today is the Birthday of my wonderful friend HOLLY     She has always been there for me since I first started bravenet many a day ago, and never failed to lift my spirits I am lucky to have her as a friend I only wished we lived closer together so we could hang out and do things together , we have some awesome common interests like paranormal research  

Unfortunately Holly never sees herself as the Beautiful gorgeous amazing sexy caring woman she is; she is always trying to improve herself. I for one think she is perfect just the way she is a true Goddess

However I stand beside her in what ever endeavor she makes in her life, that’s because I really really love her, she is a one in a million friend.  

Thanks for being a part of my life Holly. Hey everyone if Holly has helped you, and I cant imagine that your paths have crossed, and she hasn’t touched your heart in some positive way, then stop by her place (click here) and give her a Birthday hug…we all need to feel loved and cared for so lets shine on Holly this day         

 

Hope you have a magickal day and wishing you many many more

LWM

This is the latest in my Angel Like Beings experiences if you are interested

It has been many many days since I felt the thunderous kick of my chair and to be honest I have missed it. So when it began last night I was excited and began to giggle, a hand touched me and tickled my neck, a voice whispered ever so softly into my ear, "Cub? Cub wake up. I’m here to get you for a party. You won’t want to miss this one."

A party I thought, a party with Michael and the angels oh how wonderful. My eyes popped open in an instant and I sat straight up in my chair. I went to jump up, to hug him and welcome him, I had missed his physical presence so much, more then I had realized now that he was beside me. Yet the cold has crept into my bones and muscles, the stress I had been going through on a daily basis had settled in my body and the pain I felt was unbelievable. Every muscle cramped, yelling at my movement, physically my sides cramped harder and harder with each excited breath, I couldn’t breathe.

Tears of pain flooded my eyes and I could even feel my heart begin to beat and cramp as I tried to relax and make the pain stop. My legs failed me as well, as they too joined in as the muscles began to twist and tighten in pain. I couldn’t do anything but hunch over and pray this would pass soon as the pain flowed through me. Tears streamed down my face from pain, such pain I couldn’t even breathe correctly, but I could live with that, it happened a lot anymore.

What I cried at was the total betrayal of my body when I most wanted to stand and embrace someone I care for, leaving me nothing more in my mind but a useless mass of flesh that couldn’t even sit properly. Oh how I wanted to greet my friend, to hold his hand, to thank him for returning to me, yet I couldn’t say a word as this pain stopped me.

Then I felt it! His soft wing sliding behind me as he leaned down and slid his hands down my sides. My gasping for air and at the pain stopped in an instant, my legs which had began to cramp and twist with a vengeance stopped and became strong and firm. I jumped from the chair and turned into his arms with a squeal and a hug. I held him like a child with her first look at her new puppy!

"Oh Michael you came back, I have missed you," the words poured out of me. "I didn’t think I would but it was like a part of me was taken, please do not ever be away so long again." With that I kissed his cheek.

He hugged me back and nuzzled me, "I am sorry cub, I have been so busy, I should have done better and at least dropped by. I will do better in the future." He smiled his amazing smile and everything seemed good and right again.

I looked at him then and realized he was all dressed up. He wasn’t wearing his normal clothes. Tonight he wore fancy dress looking much like a centuries old southern gentleman. He wore a white frilly shirt with lace cuffs and lace on the front. Over the shirt was a wonderful short velvet jacket. It was a marvelous plum purple and his blonde hair shown as it flowed about his shoulders, gleaming in the light. His pants were velvet as well and were golden in color; they were tucked in to polished black knee high boots. On his left breast pocket was his shield embroidered in gold. His sword glowing blue and silver hung from his side. He looked amazing, so debonair. I smiled at him, " How nice you look, you clean up real well." He blushed red and said "Thanks, now come on we will miss the party."

"Well I can’t go like this" I complained standing in my dorm shirt nightgown. "Have I ever let you down" he grinned like a Cheshire cat and suddenly I was standing in a centuries old purple dress, the gown was beautiful, long and flowing. The same shade of purple to match Michael’s dusty plum gray purple with golden lace about the sweeping sleeves and the neckline. There were sparkling gemstones about the neckline and bodice as well, it was gorgeous. My shoes were slippers that had wonderful gleaming gemstones on them of purple (Amethyst) and white (clear topaz I think). On my left shoulder was the same shield that Michael wore. I was one of his squadron and it made me a bit proud to know I had a place all my own.

Next Michael took my arm and touched my forehead, we were soaring across the ethers as we had so many times before. It was a quick journey as we landed in a great hall, decorated with tinsel and garland and lots of bright and shiny items. There was a band playing wonderful waltzing music and the hall was filled with many many types of beings, not just the Angels I was used to.

Michael lead me to a group of Angels that were standing together and I saw Raphael, who hugged me and told me how wonderful I looked, I thanked him and said he look grand as well. Michael still had my arm and was whispering to a tall Native American looking angel who I believed to be Zadkiel but I wasn’t sure as he hadn’t turned around. Yet his wings were golden in color and the edges were a deep lapis color and his hair was long and black like Zads. He moved towards the edge of the party to a room and Michael followed still holding me by the arm. We entered the room and closed the door.

The angel turned towards me and I had been correct it was Zadkiel and he looks so regal. He smiled at me and waved to a seat saying "Oh do sit down we can get this message stuff out of the way and go back to the party. May I say you look scrumptious and I get a dance with you when we are done here."

I blushed and took a seat," Thank you and what will we be talking about tonight?" I asked turning to Michael who was leaning on the table beside me.

Michael replied, "Just a few words and ideas to give your world some direction for 2010 the New Year and what is to happen. My word to you is courage, I say you must show courage in all things even if it is hard. You must be the Light Warrior I have taught you to be, do not be afraid to stand up for what is right and to fight what is wrong. There may be times it is not the popular thing to do, it may be easier to look away but I say have courage, stand up and when you do you will inspire others to do so and soon it will be easier and easier to fight the darkness. Courage in all things Cub, for you are not alone our whole legion is there beside you at your beck and call you just need to call out to us. Ask for help and we will fly to your side and we are there. There is nothing to small or insignificant that you can not call to us for we are your teammates and we are here for you. Stand strong for your belief in the light even when the darkness is gnawing at your heels, have courage we are there with you. Do you understand what I am saying here?

I nodded my head and said "Yes I get it, even if things get bad and it sounds like they may, I am to have the courage to continue to do the right thing. I am not to be afraid to call on you all for anything that I have need of for you are there for me waiting to help right?"

"Right, now Zad has some things to say as well to help guide you and others for the coming year. " He turned to Zad who looked at me with those wonderful soft gray eyes, his mouth in a bit of a grin. He began, "This is the time for teaching and learning little one, this will be a prosperous year for helping others to learn and for learning yourself. This year beckons a highly spiritual time as energies rush in flooding your world. Material things will take second place to the spiritual energies around all of your people and those looking to learn. I will be here, as will my angels, to help those who want to learn and who are seeking. Call on me anytime you are looking to learn more. Your world will be open to new ideas and new ways, it will be a time of great changes, and with changes often comes pain so there will be some pain associated with this learning and growth but it will be worth it in the end. Do not be afraid to state your positive intentions daily to the universe and pray daily as it is your direct connection to those energies, remember to keep everything to the highest possible good.

Now as we move into these new energies new abilities will appear to people and old abilities may strengthen. This is natural and nothing to be afraid of as we move to a more spiritual center of being and a less physical grounded being. You are becoming activated as the great Light Beings you were designed to be so there is nothing to be afraid of just enjoy the changes and hone the skills that are coming to you. Life as you know it on this planet is changing and it is for the better, so hold on and let it change, do not deny it, do not fight it and above all do not fear it as evil or as something that will hurt you. You were designed by the light and these changes are the natural accension process these changes must happen for you to achieve the true being you are meant to be. What a glorious time to be living in."

With that he squeezed my shoulder. "OK that about does it, just remember this year is my Year for Teaching and Learning so don’t forget to Call me and talk with me Daily, right after your prayers would be good."

"OK That’s sounds like it will be make for a good and interesting year, Michael will be there for Courage when I need it and Zadkiel will be there to help me learn and teach. I hope the lessons do not bring to much pain, 2009 was a hard year. I could do with a rest from the physical and emotional pain," I said laughingly.

Michael took my hand and said, "It will be a tremendous year cub we just wanted to give you and the others who listen to you a heads up. It will be better then 2009 because the spiritual turn will touch the heart of so many, they will be lifted up. Of course there will be those who will refuse the spiritual energies and they will become bogged down in the material physical world, but this is their choice and we must allow them free will. As we have said before the good will become even better and the bad will become worse. Your job is to just let your light shine on and all darkness will run from your presence, you are a child of the Lighted Positive path and we are lifting up and becoming what we are all meant to be. Now let us return to the Party and welcome the New Year and the times she brings to us.

With that we all got up and moved to the door and out to the party, the music was playing and everyone was laughing and having a good time. Michael took me to the food table (of course) and we got some wonderful drinks that were like peaches and soda with a bit of tingle in it, I loved it. There was so much food, even Michael couldn’t eat it all. There were things I knew like shrimp and tiny bacon covered wieners, crab cakes and donuts, but there was also food I had never seen. There was unknown fruits, meats, drinks and candies that were wonderful and amazing. There were beings of many many races dressed up in their very best all enjoying each other’s company.

Michael danced the first dance with me a grand waltz, I just glided across the floor in his arms. The music there just poured through your soul and you become almost one with each note it is an astounding way to feel and listen to music. Next thing I know Michael handed me off to Zad who was doing a lively reel dance with me and I was loving it. I spent the remainder of the evening with Michael at my side, talking with friends about things and learning much, mainly just being a social butterfly.

Then as the sun began to rise out the portal window I felt Michael’s strong hand on my shoulder, "Come on Cub its time to get you home. I hope you had a good time."

And so we walked out the doors of the grand room to the ethers once more and this time Michael wrapped his wings about me and tucked me in good as I was very tired. We flew back to my room and to my chair, Michael helped me get in the chair and put my heating pad behind my back, covering me once more with my worn covers. Bending down he kissed my cheek and brushed my hair back. "You were lovely tonight Cub. I am glad you came. I was so proud of you. Don’t forget the messages we gave you, share them as you will." He stood up and held my hand then he was gone.

The pain returned in an instant but I did my best to ignore it, ride it out and control it. My body was twisted, tired and hurting again but my mind was firing rapidly, thinking of everything that had gone on.

It had been so wonderful and I had such a good time. Here I was dancing with the Angels at a party in the heavens, dressed to the nines with my shield denoting me as a Warrior of Light. So many talked with me, patted me on the back, introduced me to so many beings I will never remember them all. So many Angels danced with me that night my feet hurt from dancing but it was a wonderful kinda hurt for me, a pain unlike any I had ever felt before.

I had been made me feel so welcome. Like I was home. That’s it, I was home in the Light with all my brothers and sisters of the Light. The longing in my soul that I carried every day of my life to just be loved and belong was gone now.

I realized that this world I was born into was just am illusion, that Earth was just a place where I came to learn and do my job. That my home was truly at the side of these Light Warriors, these Beings of Light, and I did have a place I truly belonged. I had worth and I was loved. So now I have decided I will do my best here to do my job to become all I was meant to be to help others and spread the light. Yet I will know in my heart that one-day I can return and live among my brothers and sisters of the Lighted path and I will fit in. That the Lady and Lord of Light will welcome me and I will be a part of all of them. I will be HOME!

Blessings

LWM

Twas The Night Before Yuletide

C.C. Williford '

Twas the night before Yuletide and all through the glen
Not a creature was stirring, not a fox, not a hen.
A mantle of snow shone brightly that night
As it lay on the ground, reflecting moonlight.

The faeries were nestled all snug in their trees,
Unmindful of flurries and a chilly north breeze.
The elves and the gnomes were down in their burrows,
Sleeping like babes in their soft earthen furrows.

When low! the earth moved with a thunderous quake,
Causing chairs to fall over and dishes to break.
The Little Folk scrambled to get on their feet
Then raced to the river where they usually meet.

"What happened?" they wondered, they questioned, they probed,
As they shivered in night clothes, some bare-armed, some robed.
"What caused the earth's shudder? What caused her to shiver?"
They all spoke at once as they stood by the river.

Then what to their wondering eyes should appear
But a shining gold light in the shape of a sphere.
It blinked and it twinkled, it winked like an eye,
Then it flew straight up and was lost in the sky.

Before they could murmur, before they could bustle,
There emerged from the crowd, with a swish and a rustle,
A stately old crone with her hand on a cane,
Resplendent in green with a flowing white mane.

As she passed by them the old crone's perfume,
Smelling of meadows and flowers abloom,
Made each of the fey folk think of the spring
When the earth wakes from slumber and the birds start to sing.

"My name is Gaia," the old crone proclaimed
in a voice that at once was both wild and tamed,
"I've come to remind you, for you seem to forget,
that Yule is the time of re-birth, and yet . . ."

"I see no hearth fires, hear no music, no bells,
The air isn't filled with fragrant smells
Of baking and roasting, and simmering stews,
Of cider that's mulled or other hot brews."

"There aren't any children at play in the snow,
Or houses lit up by candles' glow.
Have you forgotten, my children, the fun
Of celebrating the rebirth of the sun?"

She looked at the fey folk, her eyes going round,
As they shuffled their feet and stared at the ground.
Then she smiled the smile that brings light to the day,
"Come, my children," she said, "Let's play."

They gathered the mistletoe, gathered the holly,
Threw off the drab and drew on the jolly.
They lit a big bonfire, and they danced and they sang.
They brought out the bells and clapped when they rang.

They strung lights on the trees, and bows, oh so merry,
In colors of cranberry, bayberry, cherry.
They built giant snowmen and adorned them with hats,
Then surrounded them with snow birds, and snow cats and bats.

Then just before dawn, at the end of their fest,
Before they went homeward to seek out their rest,
The fey folk they gathered 'round their favorite oak tree
And welcomed the sun 'neath the tree's finery.

They were just reaching home when suddenly it came,
The gold light returned like an arrow-shot flame.
It lit on the tree top where they could see from afar
The golden-like sphere turned into a star.

The old crone just smiled at the beautiful sight,
"Happy Yuletide, my children," she whispered. "Good night

Dec 12 2009 entry

Well today was fun, I actually captured a bit of Christmas spirit as it was flying by and used it for myself as I gathered gifts I will be sending out and made sure I had things for people I cared about. This year I am a bit strapped for money but there are so many people I want to show I am thinking of or care about so I’m making things. I personally like things that are made because it shows the person cared enough to think of me and took time to create something for me, I hope my friends know this as well

I got to go into the living room today, usually stay in my room a lot because of the pain in my legs and all, and had tea and cookies. I watched the squirrel’s dart about eating old cinnamon rolls Lady Wyntiers Song put out for them and the birds, it was such fun. They are the most creative little beggars I ever did see as they stuff their cheeks with pieces and carry a fist full of the rolls away with them. Then there was the prettiest little birds eating the rolls as well. I don’t know what kind they are very tiny with dark brown on top and tan bellies very delicate looking. Its so cold out –20 with wind chill and they had their feathers all fluffed up as they jumped from foot to foot picking away at the rolls. I wonder do birds feet get cold in that kinda weather, I bet they do….poor things. The squirrels are very fluffy as well and fat, looks like its gonna be a long cold winter if you use them as a guide. A few of the squirrels keep hiding their food treasures only to go back to the spot and have it gone, I believe the faeries are taking them, rather then fight with the squirrels over them they let them take it and hide it then they go and get it from the hiding place! Its driving big red (the head squirrel) and Mr Uffda (another big fat one) crazy as they look and look to find their treasures and they are gone! Ha ha

On a more personal Level my friend HOLLY  has been writing about her life and going through menopause. I am at this same point in life so I know what she means with the hot flashes, night sweats, mood changes and just general bouts of craziness that come from no fucking where in particular. It’s like watching yourself go off as you stand to the side going what's her deal? Anyway I think the word menopause is really a warning to men in general. Its MEN, O PAUSE, THINK! Think before you speak, before you act, before you even breathe….. Just pause, think and back away slowly!!!! I’m going to call this time in my life BITCHBEFREE time when I can just let go, ride the waves of the true Bitch inside and let her do as she pleases. For over 50 years I had to be nice, bite my tongue, keep the peace tow the party line, and not rock the boat. Well now the universe has said OK you earned the right to let go, you have entered the BITCH BE FREE stage of your life…I intend to enjoy this as much as I can. Eat as much sugar as I want, do as I want and maybe even get me those red boots I always wanted but didn’t look good on a fat girl. (LOL) Yep as I age I think I have been liberated and this is the universe way of saying either respect her wisdom or suffer her wrath and sharp tongue!

OK so that’s it for today, Have a great Christmas everyone and STOP bitching about the stress. Think how awful it would be if you didn’t have anyone to love or to love you back. Show your love this Christmas to those you care about and stop wasting energy crying about how hard it is, it would be a hell of a lot harder if you were totally alone!

Blessings

Lady Wolfen Mists

In her BITCHBEFREE time of life

What a past few days its been, the program I have that allows me an aid and which I have had for over 10 years was suddenly canceled with no warning. I am now all on my own… They did say if I need such services I would be covered by being put in a nursing home! Aint that grand! 50 years old and in a nursing home…what a life I have so much to look forward to, almost makes me want to keep going don’t it. I am not sure what im gonna do or what is to become of me now…What a burden I have turned out to be on everyone and everything, cant even tend to myself, needing help. Not the way I saw my life going many years ago in college. Guess I will just wait and see what the universe sends my way and keep trying to make my way one way or another.

On a happier note the squirrels outside are very spoiled, they have decided they like white bread better then brown bread and eat all the white as fast as they can while nibbling very slowly the brown. They even toss the brown away picking up another piece of white if they can find it. Its very funny. We gave them a few marshmallows and that was fun, they ate them quickly turning them in their little hands rapidly. But when they had had enough they went and put them under some leaves for later, so they have enough sense to stop and not get a tummy ache. They even took some to put away for the fae which was very nice of them as well. Its fun to watch them eat and play out my window and helps relieve the stress of my life….

Well that’s all for now, stay safe my friends and be kind to everyone you never know what they may be facing and not sharing with you

LWM

OK this month’s (NOV 20090) Act of Light is fun and easy. Go find at least one stone, it can be pebble sized which can be carried or paper weight sized which can be used to on a desk.

http://www.care2.com/send/pickup/1302-75453-28997-2753

Acts of Light Challenge

Oct 2009

OK So I thought I WAS DONE! I thought when the Angels told me I didn’t have to relay anymore messages of what was coming I could crawl into a corner and sleep. Guess its not to be, Michael has been kicking my chair and prodding me to do what I was instructed, I kept putting it off, ignoring it till it haunts my every waking minute so here it is.

Every month or two there will be a challenge put out called ACTS OF LIGHT they are little things each of us can do that month to help the light and to help others and ourselves, for in helping another we help ourselves. When we are sad or down or depressed reaching out to someone else who is the same or worse brings light to the world and to the heart of the receiver as well as the giver and lightens the pain and darkness inside. So if you are experiencing darkness, a feeling of "just get it over with" then here is some thing you can do to help stop that feeling and combat the darkness that surrounds us

This month of Oct your challenge is simple and easy just walk up to at least 1 person who you sense has been abused, someone who is hurting and down, who is crying inside and wanting to let go and smile at them then tell them that they are truly and Amazing soul and you admire them. Tell them you see how hard they try and what a difference they make and that is to be admired. That’s all!

Watch how they change! Watch their spirit rise and how the smile touches their heart, watch what your words do to lift the pain and chase back the darkness. Then Dear Ones, feel how it makes you feel, how it helps you rise from the pit of apathy and sadness to caring and hope and share that kindness again and again as you can if you like.

So there is your Oct Challenge reach out and do an ACT OF LIGHT

(Now let me get some sleep)

LWM

Hey everyone,

Just a short update on me. I haven’t been around much, been run down and tired. Having some minor heart things but getting better will be back soon

Thought you might like to hear about our newest friend, Mister Uff Da. Hes a gray squirrel that we are feeding and boy is he eating. Hes getting so big. I say he runs on 3 legs and uses the 4^th to hold his tummy saying "uff da" each time he has to jump or move to fast. Then there’s little red, a zippy quick red squirrel that is like a bullet, in and out grabbing a piece of bun or cake and taking it back it its hidie hole. Little red is very shy unlike Mister uff da and doesn’t socialize for long at all. Mister uff da will peer in the patio door if theres not enough food to his liking out there….

The Fae are gathering for a long cold winter, so I guess that may mean we need to get ready as well. I see them dancing in the falling leaves and gathering seeds and nuts. They are now asking for us to build them a doll house to live in, now I ask you in this tiny new apartment where would I put a doll house and where would I get the money for one? The fae don’t seem to care that I am poor lol.

Well that’s all for now, take care I will write more when I feel better. Blessings to you all

LWM

I have been waiting to write this down as I wanted to get it just right so here goes. I was sleeping and was awakened by a great blue light, I opened my sleepy eyes and was startled to see before me a life size, actually larger than life sized, full roman like armor. It was like Michael’s armor only the not the same color and not as shiny. Being tired I just closed my eyes and pretended didn’t see it…..Maybe it would go away and I could get some sleep and get over this cold. I hate summer colds!

Well that was not to be, I didn’t anymore then get my eyes closed that the familiar thunk, thunk, thunk, beat the side of my chair. A soft voice wove its way into my brain and gently woke me up, "Come on cub I know you saw it, lets get to work and then you can sleep."

I opened my eyes only to find myself in a room I had never been before. It was a big room with lots of tools and tables around. There was a wall full of swords and shields as well as other armor. I was sitting on a bench before a table, on the table was a bunch of roman like armor laid out. There were other Angels there working on sharpening swords of light with these black obsidian looking wheels that spun at great speeds and created a sharp edge on the swords. The swords emitted a laser like focused light and seemed to sing as it was swung through the air, I was mesmerized with them.

Michael took my arm and made me stand, next thing I knew 2 other angels surrounded me and I was being clothed. I was clipped, hooked, fastened and clamped. The under layer of fabric was place on me as I stood and next actual armor was placed over that. The next thing I knew I was encased in a complete set of armor. Michael told me to walk, squat, turn and swing my arms. Adjustments were made and soon everything was perfect. It was amazing and light in weight, Yet I wasn’t sure why I needed it. I didn’t dare ask as Michael was in soldier mode and one doesn’t interrupt when he’s like that, he will tell you what you need to know when he’s ready so I waited. He said something to the other Angels and they removed the armor once more, I was kinda sad cause I liked the way it felt.

He turned to me and said "sit" I did. He sat beside me and took my hand. "Cub, you have come a long way, we have had many adventures and I have shared much of what is to come with you…but all things must end. Those days are over my cub. I can no longer tell you what is to come because it is no longer coming it is here. We have been warning for years and now the warning is done. Today we no longer say it comes, we scream its here and it is seeking each and everyone of your souls. No matter how good it may seem, no matter how it may deceive you. Do not believe for a second it has gone away, it hides in the shadows and it plans to end all free will and all life. We are in a fight for life and free will for your universe as you know it, we are no longer preparing.

There will be no more messages of warning to give out, any messages you may share will be what is happening now and what the darkness is doing to battle us. The days of trying to warn or convince others are over, they have made their decisions and now we must take our stand.

At this point the Angels returned with the Armor all shiny and glowing blue. The fabric was blue but the cape was a deep purple, I loved it. The chest plate had a lion on it and I couldn’t help but reach out to touch it. The angels dressed me once more in the armor and helmet this time.

"I give you this day your armor to fight in the battle, a true Light Warrior under my banner."

Another angel came beside Michael and gave him something. He turned to take it and uncovered it,

"Cub I picked this for you." Turning to me he held out the most amazing sword I had ever seen, handing to me I was amazed at its weight in my hand. It felt lightweight and seemed to be a part of me. It was smaller then all the other angel swords so it had been tooled just for me, I could not believe it, especially for me, my use! It had an amethyst and tanzanite on the hilt as well as several other stones and I was amazed. The actual blade emitted the same blue light I had seen in the pit where the angels had fought the darkness back. I was so moved I simply cried and could say nothing, I grabbed his hand and kissed it, he ruffled my hair.

I placed the sword in the scabbard and put it on. As I put it on I heard it speak to me. It talked to me and told me its name and much more. Then Michael told me that I may come and go on this level of the heavens as I please now, when I please. I no longer need an escort and that I may wear my armor as I like as well, for I am a true Light Warrior under his banner. He will see me when he can and keep me informed, we will still take time off together as before but as he said the time for warnings are over. Now is the time for battle and this battle may take many many years for we will not give in, we will fight the darkness and every shadow until free will is safe and spiritual souls are secure in their journeys.

That it is my friends, that is all I will share with you this day. I am amazed and prayed to the Lady And Lord I can live up to this great honor. I hope you have been listening these past years to the warnings. I pray you have decided what side you will stand with and I hope it is the light.

Blessings

LWM

What can I tell you of the light, no messages from the angles but the most unusual things going on. Constant oppression from Negative entities talking with me. Let me start at the beginning. I has decided to take a break from my angel work, no more announcements because I felt very few were listening and I had pretty much said everything there was to say, so I was done gonna back away.

I found a site to talk on and visit people called blogtv it has adults and kids but it was fun so I stayed and met some amazing people. Then it started…private messages from strangers. Weird messages… I thought it was from kids but when I checked the name it said the person wasn’t on line. It felt wrong, my discernment went wild and I knew it was a negative entity I was talking with. The conversation went something like this.

Entity: Do you follow the light

Me: Yes

E: Save me

M: I do not save I guide

E: teach Me

M: You already know you are following the wrong path or you wouldn’t be looking for a way out

E: My way is right yours is flawed

And so it went on and on, every thing I said was challenged and twisted until I told it to begone I do not traffic with demons, its reply was Follow ME

M: never

E: I can give you everything you ever wanted and more (it knew my name)

M: There is nothing you can give me that wasn’t mine to be had when I was born in the light

E: FOLLOW ME!!

M: NEVER! LOL at you

E: Are you laughing at me, why? I am the prince of darkness

M: You wish, you are a scared child running in the darkness trying to get power and strength

E: I am no Child Follow ME and I will show you

M: Never in all eternity will I voluntarily follow you or your kind

E: We scare you don’t we, why do you hide from me

M: I do not hide, I am right here, here let me get that light for you so you can see better

E: Come to us, Follow our ways

M: NO

E: Others Will if you don’t

M: Then I will be there fighting for them as well

E: Then we will meet again

M: That is up to you

That was the end of that message, I thought it was over, a fluke if you will, but somewhere inside it gnawed at my mind. A day later I got another one much like it with the follow me and no one on line by this name at this time. This time it attacked me more strongly, tried to entice me with logic and prove to me how darkness made sense and I should follow it and tell my students that it was the true way. I laughed at it and told it No I would never follow it, to be gone. Still it continued. I broke off conversation and it followed me. The third day it came again this time speaking of helping others and helping others out of the darkness, stepping into the pit and lifting them out, allowing those there to use me as a ladder to be lifted up from. I said NO because I know what it was up to, trying to drag me down and keep me locked in there. I stopped all contact and refused anymore messages.

Yet I wonder why the personal attacks, and I know it is not just me it is happening to. I know others are having dreams and feelings of great darkness. The darkness is trying to pull as many in as it can. As I said to a dear friend the time for messages to make ready is over, the reality of the situation is here I can no longer warn you of what is to come I can only say what is here now.

Be aware and stand true to what you believe, things may look better in some light but remember that the darkness can make things look good Don’t not be fooled, stay true to what you believe and work within the Lighted Positive Path. If you are having dark feelings or dreams know that you are being oppressed by the darkness and it must go away when you tell it to, so say "BEGONE I do not traffic with your kind! I am a child of the Lighted Path and I work only with it."

So that’s it for now my dear ones, keep safe and be kind to each other for there is enough cruelty in the world. Be the light you are meant to be

Love

LWM

Hello all its been awhile hasn’t it. I wanted to write but I just have been out of sorts if you know what I mean. With the move and all I havent felt the best and havent really been up to making anything new.

I have however found a place called on the computer that’s called blog tv that’s interesting. They have some nice rooms there that people chat in. I am there as Ladywolfenmists, the url is http://www.blogtv.com/

If you come over be sure to "friend" me. There are kid rooms there as well which can be annoying but I just ignore them. If your interested e-mail me and I will send you a few of the good rooms (some metaphysical) I go to.

Theres another place called Blogstar that I tried to go to but have found them to be very clicky and hard to get to know. Theres a group that are the big shots and they ignore new people a lot and don’t allow for them to be acknowledged but that’s just my opinion. They have metaphysical shows but I feel some of the topics are disrespectful as well as some of the comments, again just my opinion. Here is the url if you want to check the place out yourself. http://www.blogstar.com/

There is one good show called Wolf Paranormal Investigations which is very good and friendly, but my friend Holly http://thehollytree.bravejournal.com/

runs that. Here is her blogstar page http://www.blogstar.com/people/9099

What else…. Oh 3 of my friends have been able to find houses to buy this month so that’s a good thing. I am so happy for them and a little jealous I would love to have a house again as well but the Universe will bless me with that when it is time, so in the mean time I will celebrate the wonderful event of my friends

The angels: I havent heard much from them just a bit here and there but nothing big. I decided to stop posting those experiences because I dont think many care to hear it. No one (OK 2 people) bought my book so that shows me that few care to hear about it, so I will no longer share that part of my life.

On the other hand the fae are loving the new place and are very active in the back yard. There are 3 hawks out there that they say they want to learn to ride. How fun that will be seeing the fae on the back of a small Hawk. They dance in a small field behind the house around a tree on moonlit nights I can see their blue and gold lights fliting through the air. There is also a community gardens not far from us and they love it, they steal cabbage and cucumbers and other things from it. We feed the squirrels on a small tree stump and they love it, the other day we had some old doritoes (sp?) and they went wild over them. They were happy and cittering and running all about, it was fun to watch. We have been here less then a month and already they come running to the patio door looking in for their treats, still wild mind you but begging lol.

Oh I have joined Twitter, its kinda fun heres my twitter page http://twitter.com/LadyWolfenMists so come and leave me tweets if you like

Well that’s about it for now, talk to you all more soon, Winter is creeping her way to us all and I for one am happy to see her, I missed the colder days and the snow, seems like I get a lot more done when she is about lol

Blessings to you all and keep safe

LWM