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Saturday, March 18th 2017

2:10 PM


Just checking in to say hi to anybody who might be you reading this I got a note that said and my head 90 days are there going to close the blog on me permanently so here I am writing something. Haven't really got much to say but I want to keep it open in case I ever want to come back and write something important there's not much going on other than I'm having kidney failure facing a possibility of dying soon not a big deal though I can't deal with that but I can't deal with it is kidney dialysis it's like 3 times a week for 3 hours to 4 hours a day and I'm just not up to that so for me it's quality versus quantity so dialysis is out. That's about it talk to you guys later
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Wednesday, December 23rd 2015

11:13 AM

Season suprises

Shawno I tried to let you know I got the package you sent, I havent opened them yet as I will on Christmas so I have something to open. Thanks so much for thinking of me

Happy Birthday to Hugo and you too soon isnt it? I send healing and positive energies so Hugo can get back to being his sweet HALO self (I love those Little Oranges LOL) Have a fabulous Holiday and know that you both have a special place in my heart


Lady Wolfen Mists

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Wednesday, September 23rd 2015

7:14 AM


Well here I am,  back again. Seems like I run here to hide when I have problems. I feel safe here and can say what I feel. Not many read this anymore so I can just be. Sadly life is getting really hard for me to deal with anymore.I find myself so deeply depressed I see no good left in my staying. I am over whelmed, lonely, untrusting of the one person who does care for me. I dont even cry much anymore I am just numb to it all. I pray each night to die and move on yet I awaken each day.  WHY??? I am beginning to believe I am in my own special hell.....I want it over , I wish for release...I want to die!

Nothing ever changes for me, little gets better, I am LIED to so often I am no longer able to 100% know fantasy from reality, the lies are never ending. I am dependent on my aid taking care of me for even the smallest jobs. I am sick to death of being poor, I cant even afford a sandwich let alone pay to get out of this prison I live at. I am alone, forgotten. I am of no use to anyone and I know I will never be, This is NOT how I saw my life, it is not who I want to be. My books which I put my heart and soul in are a flop, few bought them. I thought the Animal communication book would be a big hit bit every one seems to be more knowing and better at just about everything than I am. I have nothing special to bring to the table that is worthwhile. I am useless, I even connected up with my family and sent them a free Angels book and that has been over 4 months, they havent had the time to even look at it or read it, again I am nothing, Pushed aside for other more important things. what else is new? Never fit with them anyway.

I ask myself over and over what do I need and I heard love and friendship. Not the FB online kinda love but a real person who can like me, have tea with me and be proud to be my friend. Who wants to spend time with me and help me without me dangling $ to get their aid. This is something I have never had ...LOVE, not from my mom or dad, not from anyone. At 56 years it is wearing on the soul and I am tired of fighting to get it. I give up. I wish now only to cross over and end this eternal torment. I know we are in retrograde but my whole life isnt in retrograde and when this passes I will still be hurting and hiding and alone. I have so many years of paranormal work, so much experience but no one to share it with or work with. I am an elder at this point and worthy of respect instead I get ignored, forgotten and left on my own. I used to believe life was kind if one just believed,now I know different. Life is not kind, it is not loving, it is dark and sad and dismill and its not ever gonna get any better here and I better face it and move on. Well thanks for giving me a place to vent bravenet, thanks

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Thursday, December 4th 2014

9:48 PM

Moving to Wordpress ME and a day

Hey everyone after blogging here since Sept 2004 It's time to move on. Bravenet has really lost its sparkle and is missing many of its services for blogging. So I have decided to move to another spot. I will NOT be closing this bravenet blog but any new updates or message from the Angels will be made at the new site at wordpress. The blog is called Me and a day the link is http://www.silverhoofs.wordpress.com

I hope to see you there and I wish you all the very best, I will miss this bravenet site but its just to hard to use anymore (no copy and paste for Firefox) If anything changes I would love to return to bravenet, till then its wordpress. Many Blessings to you all and dont forget to SHINE!
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Thursday, November 13th 2014

9:54 PM

Wolfen Wicca beginners journey published

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Hi everyone it me, I thought I'd give this place another chance. This is the third time I have posted this so I'm getting pretty sick of bravenet already.

Today was good I got a copy of my new book in the mail. My new published work is Wolfen Wicca: A beginners Journey, it turn out fairly nice. Its got a green cover with a wolf on it and its 8.5x11 inches so its big. Its over 330+ pages and costs $29.99. This book is pretty much what I taught in my beginning classes over the years in Wolfen Wicca. I know it's rude to toot your own horn but I am kinda proud of it. Now I must move on to the next level book for advanced students. I have been kinda sick and am not getting much better and I want to get the information out there before I die so it's not lost in the Pagan community.

Here is a link to my books, its on Lulu because I am computer challenged and couldnt figure out Amazon, besides Lulu gives you more control http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/silverhoofs  Here is a picture of the cover I was really very happy with it

If you get the book please leave a review or message me cause I want to know what ya all think




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